Yesterday was the big day. I told my supervisor that I was cutting back my hours. I hope this doesn’t sound like a cop-out. I was going to quit, but I think this is a good place to start. I will work 2 days a week, no weekends starting in September. This will bring in enough money so that we’re not eating into our savings every month. I spoke to both of the other pharmacists and although they aren’t thrilled, they understand. Short conversations with them showed me that I was on the right track. Both feel stuck in the profession despite years of discontent.
I had a powerful meditation session this morning. My body is full of energy! I was making these huge circular motions, like I was drawing in all the energy from the universe. I went to meet my future self, Earthgirl again. I saw more of the lodge that I live in and got to speak to her more about what I do. It’s good that the vision hasn’t changed, because my mind can certainly take me many other places and I find myself wondering, “Is this what I’m going to do?” I feel like the lodge is in Washington. Just across the river from here. I love this town so much that it makes me a bit sad to have to leave. But, I think when it’s time I won’t be sad. I’m just not quite done here yet.
Tags: destiny, universal energy, vision
